so I ended up having covid or whatever last week. got it from my sister and her bf.  It wasn't that bad, just felt like I had the flu pretty much... but I couldn't taste food or anything. weird stuff. I took cough medication and ended up having some kind of side effect to it. I felt extremely drugged up for an entire night and day. like I felt like I was tripping. it was so fucking weird everything looked like a video game and things were moving around. I was talking to myself and asking myself questions that I'd answer lmao. I don't know what the fuck was in the cough medication but I was fucked up. it made me have some revelations. I thought about my life and things I wanted to change. healthy things I want in life and in my relationship. had a heart to heart conversation with my boyfriend at dinner this weekend and I feel pretty good about us and our future. my bf's ex wife passed away last week so we kind of relaxed a bit while my he was going through it. 😞 so RIP to her. 💔 is it me or have we been dealing with a lot of friends deaths this past couple years? I've lost 2 friends and he's lost even more...

we went to see The Suicide Squad this past Friday. I saw it few days prior because my brother downloaded it and I couldn't wait. but I wanted to see it on the big screen. my bf loved it too. 

Saturday we went to Noodle World. I ordered the Ramen and some spicy krab rolls

the Ramen was super filling so I ended up taking that home.

we went out for happy hour and met 2 friends there. we got a few drinks and some mussels. this drink my friend got I ended up getting as well... it was so fucking good it tasted like a dessert. it was a daiquiri with a floater? never heard if it til I tried it that day. it was so good. 

afterwards we went to dinner at my fave Indian restaurant. i was looking forward to that all day. 

we ended up taking these left overs home as well. which I love cuz I had 2 left overs to enjoy later. we stopped by the bar for a couple beers then went home and watched American Horror Stories. the show is okay. 

 I'm super hyped for Wednesday's new American Horror Story. it looks like it's gonna be about aliens and sirens. Evan Peter's is back too which is obviously the main reason to watch American Horror Story 😍 

I am going to be staying on the beach for a week with my family. it's a gift to my brother for graduation college. we're going to St Augustine. I have never actually been there just driven through. I hvlave wanted to go for so long.

I'm sick and stuck in bed. been sick since Saturday but it got worse yesterday. I hope this goes away fast. 

I want to see The Suicide Squad movie soon. I am excited that James Gunn is doing the film. 

I have been sucking at games lately. I normally finish in the last 5 players on pubg solo match but lately been getting killed off around 14. what gives?