that was a wild ride

my bf and my anniversary of 2 years is Monday. so as you do, you wanna celebrate 🍾 

2 hits of acid and then some K. I've done all these things already together for the dissociative feel and out of body experience being in your own world thing... but this time I had a full on bad trip. my first ever super bad trip. I wanted out so badly I thought I was dying. I kept seeing the TV with sharks and deep oceans and I bawled my eyes out. I was so terrified I begged to get out of this k hole. last special k trip was bonkers. but this time I panicked. after my bf led me off the bad trip and led me out to happier place things were amazing. I sobbed over cute animals, felt like my bf, me, Lasso, Mr Dabs cat were all in my own little world. was a very pleasant and happy place I wouldn't wanna be elsewhere. 

2 years of putting up with my crazy ass bullshit. couldn't ask for a better love.