exhausted

barely slept the past 3 days or so. had late party nights, going out and waking early and shopping around. we went to the Halloween store Friday to look for my Bunny mask I keep trying to obtain. still out of stock. went out Friday night and got trashed but of course ;o) and like 3 friends passed out at the house. once they left we went back out again Saturday night, drunk off my ass. then Sunday my bf had work and I ran around shopping with my sister and mom 'cause I was bored. once he got off work he then had his band pals over to do a photoshoot which they made me get in a couple. >_> ugh. I was so tired at that point from the previous late nights and early mornings. but of course they wanted to go out and grab drinks so I tagged along and was beyond exhausted. the night was okayish. I wasn't my normal drunken upbeat self though. 

so I left home this morning and followed my bf to the gas station... as he was leaving the gas station to head to the tattoo shop, my fucking car wouldn't start. so I texted him like don't leave yet my car isn't starting. no answer as I watched him drive off  >:| so I called him like 20 times and no answer. so I panicked and almost cried so I called my sister... she tried messaging him too. no reply. so I sat there at a gas pump and had a panic attack. I texted my friend Paige and asked her if he was in work yet and if so tell him to call me. he FINALLY called back, his notifications were off of course. so he comes back and helps me jump my car. it ended up working after like 15 - 20 mins. so I made it back to my house. I'm gonna have my sister's bf check the battery. might need a new one. sigh. 

one funny, nice thing. this weekend we went out to Home Depot 'cause my bf was getting stuff to make some craft project or whatever. I went in lookin' hella plain but my hair was in 2 space buns. normal, average clothes (imo), no makeup... and some elderly woman was like "you look like a little doll. like you would have a wind up thing in your back. she kept going on and on about the doll thing and said with my little backpack and all was cute and doll like lol it was funny, but yea I looked meh that day so it was nice to hear. I also lost 2 more lbs. so I lost 8 total so far. 

I really need sleep.